Am I already failing to fulfill the dream that I saw Am I sailing yet adrift , Ah my tragic flaw of waivering doubting and thinking about what I wish and what I draw- Am I already weakening losing hope and tearing up the paper that I wrote upon and that where the new light shone on and that which had my new thoughts am I losing the grip on tomorrow and beginning to drown in the white sorrow and seeing visions blurred grey and blue No let me see the shadow that falls behind and calls me to come in under its shade The Red Rock that bade the pale to glow and flow bright in the sky for peace and love Am I faling to see the blade that sharpens the grass and clears the way Ah Hope let me stay for a while In my single style that others see but I am blind and simple in humility for thats my lesson and Guide Oh Dear OH Lord grant me the sight so that all is illumined and LIGHT